(I'm)patient, my way !

I feel like I have done wharever I wanted to do, just later than I would have liked to.   But I did it.  And so I learned to be patient with myself.  To belive I can do anything I want to do.  And accept that God gives me closure and listens.   Always.  I learned to accept my own nature.  I take my time and achieve my own goals in my own time.  I m still a fighter.  I still get there.  I mostly succeed.

I  am not my job and I am not my bank account
I am however all my dreams and all my feelings

I am thankful for being able to dream without loosing my convictions.  To aspire higher without forgeting what mum teached me.   Go to bed with a prayer and wake up thankful for another sunrise  

It's never too late - never too late to start over, never too late to be happy.

But of course, older I get , more impatient I get.  With myself.  Telling myself I could ve done more and better. - my prejudice-   But is never too late to give up your prejudices .  

So I still can. I will.  I see myself able.  I m half way there 

And now the end is near
And so I face the final curtain,
I’ll state my case of which I’m certain.
I’ve lived a life that’s full, I traveled each and ev’ry highway,
And more, much more than this. I did it my way.

"How beautifully leaves grow old. How full of light and color are their last days."

and so I pray I grow old like the leaves !!!